白刀子进，

红刀子出！

Currently I've got physical wounds on my right leg and my left foot

But it's absolutely nothing compared to the hurt associated with being sniped at by cowards hiding behind their computer screens.
I've been administered a big dose of Australian arrogance today...
Quitters who've migrated to Australia actually.
For those ah-peks who function like they're on male menopause and act snarky towards me,
*Pokes pins into your personalised effigy voodoo doll*
I curse a terrible horrible death upon you.
Evaluate yourself, you behave like you're really asking for this.
Fuck you and go and die lah!

I got told off many times today

By ex-Singapore citizens who have quit to Australia.
Why didn't they die in the bushfires or something.
Ok need to go, my foot is oozing blood.

I am stranded

And many voices booming around me, frustrated lah!!!

人潮汹涌，水泄不通

Makes me have the urge to shrink in size, grow skinnier so that I can squeeze my way through the maddening crowds EVERYWHERE. .......

Jolin Tsai seeking Mr. Right

xin.sg - Wednesday, April 29

"Jolin says: Where is my boyfriend?
That was the MSN message that Jolin Tsai had for Stefanie Sun.

As she inches towards her 30s, Tsai is feverishly promoting herself as being available. Watching her friends Stefanie Sun and A-mei basking in love, Tsai looks forward to love but regrettably, her Mr. Right is still nowhere in sight. A religious man whom her friend match-made her with, shrunk back immediately on hearing her name. "I don't want a queen!" Afraid that he could not match up to her status, the prospective suitor rejected the match-making session.

With friends entering marriage and parenthood, Tsai is also eager to join her friends in the league. With no plans for children previously, Tsai only wanted to keep a pet with her boyfriend but has changed her mind and now has a burning desire to have her own children. "I have a dietician and determination. I'm sure I'll be able to shed the weight and recover my figure after giving birth!" she says, perhaps hinting at the reason for not wanting children at first.

Tsai revealed she hopes to hold her wedding at the beach with a simple ceremony and a celebratory party. After marriage, she may consider fading out of showbiz and refocus her career on perhaps a manicure and facial business."

Good thing Jolin ain't in Melbourne with her current state of mind (see title). For everywhere she turn she will see couples basking in their PDA. That will reduce her into running on auto pilot one I assure you.

"I was forced to marry at 14"

"She was expected to wear clothes that covered every inch of body and grow her hair long, while tattoos, body piercing, make-up, modern music and television were banned. She spent her spare time listening to sermons and was shut off from the outside world."

I thought I had it bad, and then I found out that I wasn't alone. But her former predicament was without a doubt worse.

Read on to find out why. This coming from time to time from the FLDS cult...sigh.

Running on empty

Always on the verge of crying.