But SHIT la, this is what other people had imposed upon me (based on their prior incorrect assumptions).
It could go one direction and all is jolly, well and good.
But I'm choosing to let it go the opposite direction...flush it down the toilet.
Currently going through one of the most confusing stages of my life, nothing is absolutely certain
I don't want to straddle two ships, because I have the intention to jump back to my own (homebase) in due time, and in the process giving up anything promising on the other.